February 2012
24 posts
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Valentine's Day
Is not so bad. I don’t understand why I should say today is “single awareness day” well technically it is, but I’m happy. Life is good. Friends/Family are great. I am actually excited to see what today brings. Mexico is coming sooner than later :)
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“Loving someone you can’t be with is a terrible terrible burden”
– Snow White/Mary Margaret (Once Upon A Time)
I have to say though...
having all the support and love from friends and family helps a lot. I have never been so happy to see my family then when I saw them today. My brother has grown up so much and I am so proud of him, we are finally getting back to being as close as we used to be. Disney tomorrow, hanging with amazingly amazing people and then back to my university life, where so much is happening I don’t...
Sleep eludes me yet again
memories haunt me, I never want to be here again, this city is full of the past. I just want to move forward, but I get it’s going to take time. I am going to give that to myself. I am going to embrace all these feelings, and accept them for what they are, they are a part of this healing process. I am only truly just beginning.
Wow she could't have said it any better... :))
naturallyfanatical:
If you’re truly beautiful it goes without being said.
If you’re truly humble it goes without being boasted.
If you’re truly different it goes without being made noticed.
If you’re truly yourself it goes without being a reflection of others.
—Myy’
watching UFC 143
I found myself thinking of you, and what you say and think about each fighter. And I also realized you really look like a fighter, and that most of all I hope you don’t lose sight of your dream because you have the potential to achieve it. Im not sad or angry, its a calming feeling knowing that everytime I watch these events you are with me in a weird way, that I can hold on to a little...
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What is love anyways?
What does it mean to love? Does it mean sacrificing yourself to make them happy, is it being happy sometimes and sad most of the rest of the time. Is it lying to yourself, or lying to the other person. Is it supposed to feel so constricting, is it supposed to feel like a cage. Is that real love? It proves it’s real if you live your life crying in the dark? As long as dinner is on the...
January 2012
94 posts
“Before you quit, try.”
– Ernest Hemingway (via setbabiesonfire)
Closure
Does wonders I suppose. Who knows what closure even means, this is my journey, and for the first time in a while I’m the captain of my ship.
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I'll never talk again, oh boy you have left me...
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You will always be my hero, even though you have...
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I wish...
I wish this was as easy as it seems. I wish that I didn’t think about you, that I didn’t miss you, that I didn’t wish things were different. I wish I could stop wishing, I wish a lot of things. But wishing, wishing does nothing. It changes nothing. When I’m done wishing, I’m left with the reality. The reality of what should have been and what is. What could...
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Because in the end.
Everyone deserves to be happy, whatever that may mean to each person. Some find it in others, others find it in themselves. I’m finding it is a little bit of both.
Studying my life away….being a good college student yay!
